today

was not my day! Like some other days. They sometimes are, others not.

but then I think... no, they're not my days. They're everyone else's day as well - and most people don't know what they are doing so of course today couldn't be my day.

but then I also think that it was someone else's day. Someone is right in saying "today was just my day!". and I wonder - how?

and then, again, I wonder... but I don't own them. I don't want to own anything of such magnitude - too much responsibility! So I don't own them and it's ok.

but... many people are today, spending some days away and literally buying rooms to sleep in, a plane ticket, and some nice meals. And I think - they really own their day!

my only conclusion is that it explains why I need to get away often.

so I can say "Yeah, today was my day!" and it really is...