i really want... no, scratch that - NEED to go where I feel I am while taking a shower and letting the water run over my hair and ears with my eyes closed... I know I go somewhere else with those sensations.

... thing is - I have no idea where it might be. Or if it exists at all... but I hold a strong suspicion that it is real and it'll be it coming to me, when I'm least prepared and I just stumble upon it.

i might just stay forever! If I go MIA just know that I found home.