specifically TaqI A1 allele... run for the hills!

i'd suspect there are (a lot more) positives than negatives out there... not to brag but I think I'd make a good screening tool.

the world (humanity I should say) is completely... out of it. It would be declared insane by law if we were to judge us all. Deemed incompetent and unfit to understand right from wrong. Thrown somewhere where aliens would try and rehab.

wonderfully crazy... as shocked as I can get and as hurt as I allow myself to feel... I can't help but feel masochistic joy in being one of them. After all, it's this exact consciousness that allows me to be fascinated by... other individuals. Which has nothing to do with my need to interact with them - I rotate on my right heel in a perfect circle with arms wide open, it's usually safe; if needed I'll go through the trouble of sarcasm (with which I have a love/hate relationship - only because it's misused most of the time and has become a trait in many people... I guess those humans are A1 positive now that I think about it).

i'm stopped and baffled when I should and want to go straight forward with no pit stops.

i'm also amused by it and give myself a pat on the back if I detour for a while because of it...

"does it have practical value?" they ask. "why should it need to have it?" I reply.

there is density in those detours, like those 3D metal puzzles I used to collect (I tossed them but I should've kept them - my poor memory allowed me to never know how to do it again) - and life, as in "practical", stops tossing you around for the newest round of mundane losses and you think to yourself "I'm not feeling any regret for not following instructions".

as one does - pure speculation, my evidence is empirical - back to control we get, looking for clearer ground where you can see the sky and views are not obscured by puzzles.
and there's a very particular sadness to it, isn't there? Going back to the main road is never as fun. Unless we truly need a rest... so what is left is the lucky chance of following a path with *just enough* genetic polymorphism.

just enough coming our way - less than 10 variations?
because it is within the density of the detours that all variations present themselves, and there are too many of them...

i had my cake - I ate it too. Trying to get that DRD2 to work harder! MUCH HARDER!